Lion of Desert

Bismillah,

He is known as a lion of desert because of his braveness and courage to free his very own land from being colonized. After fighting Italian colonial armies for 20 years, Omar Mukhtar was captured in battle at age 70. The military officer who interrogated him said “His hands were shackled, he had broken bones caused by fighting, dragging himself barely able to walk. He was a man not like normal men even though the affect that he was apprehended had shown upon him. He stood in my office as we asked him & he answered in a calm clear collective voice. When he gathered to leave, the brightness of his face like sunshine amazed me & shook my heart. My lips shivered towards the end of the conversation whereby I ordered him back to his cell to stand before a court in the evening.”

Omar Mukhtar was ordered to be hanged and his last words were, 

“Verily, we belong to ALLAH, and to ALLAH do we return.”

Subhanallah, he is the real lion, you should see the movie on his story, it is indeed worth watching. Even if he seemed like he failed but in Allah's sight his effort is always the victory. I reflect on myself, how ungrateful am I, when I have everything I need but I still being lazy to please Allah. Oh Allah, is my heart that DARK does it so hard and hypocrite? Forgive me my Lord and please guides me to the right path. :'(

Is it strange?

"It is strange the way we amazed over Da Vincci's painting of Mona Lisa for decades but Allah paints the sky every morning and evening with different wonderful clouds and we don't even bother to say SUBHANALLAH for that amazing art of Him. "

Deep Conversations

Me: Do you believe in God?

She: No I don’t believe in God

Me: Why you choose not to believe in God?

She: Well, why you choose to believe in God?

Me: I couldn’t help it but to simply admit that this amazing creation of the universe and miracle creation of human must have a ‘Creator’. Because logically even a simple thing like a pen has a creator, we could simply accept it without any doubt then this wonderful complex universe must also has a creator, and that must be God, don’t you think so?

She: Hmm let me think about it deeply

Me: In your point of view, how God should be?

She: Well, as I don’t believe in God, I am the one that should ask you that question. So, how God should be?

Me: God is God, the one and only. His power is that we couldn’t ask Him to be what we want Him to be. Because of his mightiest power, He will never present in any form we could imagine, hear or see. He must be the greatest creator that creates, sustain and suffice all his creation at one time, alone. His knowledge beyond everything, He has reason for everything He plans, He never fails, He is perfect and never makes mistake. For me, the ‘One’ that has these kind of power deserves to be worshiped and the only God that has all these characters is Allah. 

She: Hmm well, that makes a lot of sense

Yes, I should

Fear less, hope more

Whine less, breathe more

Talk less, do more

Hate less, love more

and all glory things are yours :)

Thank you Allah :)

Bismillah,


When I got married, almost everything is new and first time for me, sometimes I worried but almost of the time I am happy, yippeee \^O^/. Alhamdulillah, I've went through it several months already, what keep me strong of course Allah and this wonderful man beside me, yes my husband. He's very understanding, supportive and patience. This morning, I've got bad morning sickness, I ate my breakfast and throw up just a minute after that. So he came and calm me down, while rubbing my back and wiping my head, he said something that really made me felt if I never got this sickness,


"I know, so much things you have to bear dear, but yet Allah has awards you a lot. When you pray, each pains, each of your steps, Allah gives you rewards, inshaallah. Be patience a little more." He even gave me a brilliant idea, that maybe I can write a story about pregnancy and the rewards behind it, yeah I am considering it now and will take it seriously ;)


I can't stop but to smile and said, "Oh Allah I really love this man for Your sake, thank you for awarding me him. alhamdulillah." and his lovely short messages that went into my inbox everyday had never failed to made my day :)


Well, I dont know why I should wrote this, I want to captured this moment and one day tell my kids that they have a great daddy, mashaAllah. He's my Imam, my bodyguard, my best friend and my almost everything :)


Apart of his humorous side and his Mc Gyver's action, I can't say more, but ALHAMDULILLAH ^^