Monday, July 25, 2011

Ya Allah, I'm hurt!

Ya Allah…..!
It hurts when I have to let go the things I really love.. 
It hurts when I have to lose something that I really want.. 
It hurts, Allah… it hurts.. 
But believe me, Ya Allah..
I will feel hurt most when I know that I have hurt You.. 
It hurt most, Allah.. believe me.. believe me…. 
I realize that I can never live without Your mercy.. 
I realize that I can never smile without the conscious that You are pleased with me.. 
I realize that I can never lead my life if You are unhappy with me.. 
I am sorry.. I am really really sorry.. 
For I have neglected You for long time.. 
For I have loved others more than I should love You..
For I have prioritized others more than I should.. Even then… 
You still give me food to eat.. 
when I am not supposed to eat what I shouldn’t eat You still give me eyes to see.. 
when I am not supposed to see what I shouldn’t see! You still give me ears to hear.. 
when I am not supposed to hear what I shouldn’t hear! You still give me skin to touch.. 
when I am not supposed to touch what I shouldn’t touch! You still give the air I’m breathing now.. 
when I have done tonnes of mistakes.. How can someone not fall for You?? 
You are very kind Ya Allah..
You are great Ya Allah..
but I forget.. I’m so occupied with this world..
I’m so busy with my life..
I’m so so so busy about myself.. 
I can never forgive myself if this were to happen again.. 
how can I do that to You Allah… 
I’m such an arrogant slave.. 
I’m not thankful to You… 
I feel embarrassed Ya Allah. I’m embarrassed…
Ya Allah! but please Ya Allah… soon one day I will be meeting You Ya Allah! 
Forgive me on that day Ya Allah Have Mercy on that day Ya Allah
Shower your BLESSINGS on that day Ya Allah that is my only wish…Ya Allah!

P/s:Share from precious muslimah

Saturday, July 16, 2011

Secret of True Love

I once had a friend who grew to be very close to me. Once when we were sitting at the edge of a swimming pool, she filled the palm of her hand with some water and held it before me, and said this: "You see this water carefully contained on my hand? It symbolizes Love."

This was how I saw it: As long as you keep your hand caringly open and allow it to remain there, it will always be there. However, if you attempt to close your fingers round it and try to posses it, it will spill through the first cracks it finds.

This is the greatest mistake that people do when they meet love... they try to posses it, they demand, they expect... and just like the water spilling out of your hand, love will retrieve from you. For love is meant to be free, you cannot change its nature. If there are people you love, allow them to be free beings.

Give and don't expect. Advise, but don't order. Ask, but never demand.

It might sound simple, but it is a lesson that may take a lifetime to truly practice. It is the secret to true love. To truly practice it, you must sincerely feel no expectations from those who you love, and yet an unconditional caring.

A good companion is not like the rain, which comes and goes. It's like the air, sometimes very quite!

If you love something, set it free; if it comes back it's yours, if it doesn't, it never was:)

Shared from facebook sister Mercel, jazakallah kheir :)

Tuesday, July 5, 2011

Pay attention please!

"I hate you!" Have you ever heard such horrible words utter by a little kid to their parents? She is yelling from top of her lung and seemed like she really meant it. Why does this kid behave like this? Hm well look at the photo and you see how the girl trying to get her dad attention. Is it that hard to get parents' attention? Really parenting is the art of paying attention. You can learn almost everything you need to know about parenting your children by paying close attention to them. Human especially kids are so creative, so don't challenge their creativity to draw your attention, they may did something that they know you absolutely don't like it! It's not easy, especially in today's rush-rush world. Same goes to any relationship, to our family, spouse and friends. Learn to listen and give attention. Be a good listener and response in a good way" .. 
*Talking to myself* ~_~

Monday, July 4, 2011

Dear little heart!

Dear my little heart, be strong. 
Please be warn that anything you wanted so much,
you have to get ready to lost it as much as u wanted it.

Dear little heart, be strong,
Please be aware that you are the remote control of yourself,
Don't let your devices connected to the wrong connection.

Dear little heart, be strong,
Please be conscious that you never own anything in this world,
That the world is just temporary and you'll left it one day.

Dear little heart, be strong,
Please be savvy that Allah knows what best for you
That His plan is the greatest one and would never failed

Dear little heart, be strong,
Please be close to The One that created you,
Plead for a strength and guidance for He listens to every single things you're whispering.

Yes inshaallah! :)

Sunday, July 3, 2011

Can you just be normal?

“Come on darling, you know that you don’t want to do this. Just be normal like you used to be, it’s nothing wrong with that. Why you should have to hide your beauty? Darling, listen to me, your family won’t accept the thing you wear on your head. It won’t go easy. Please just pull it out and we will get off to nanny’s birthday party in 5 minutes. Make it fast dear, I’ll be waiting in the car.”
She’s confused at the moment, she’s weeping at the corner of her bed. She knew it, she already reckoned this will definitely happened. Her family will disapproved her ‘Hijrah’. They will never understand and accept. They don’t know how hard she’s fighting the battle in herself, just whether to wear or not this piece of materials on her head, the HIjab. It’s hurts when her own blood is against her in religion matters and it’s even hurts when they called themselves as a Muslim but they are far from practicing Islam at the same time.
This is not her first attempts to wear Hijab, the first time was at the beginning of the new semester in school, she picked  the most beautiful hijab to put on her head and her mother go crazy when she saw her wearing it. Her heart was really broken and she bursts her anger on her mom right away. But she made up her mind for this time, she not gonna let that to be happened again. She wipe off her tears, tighten her green hijab and storms to the car where her mother is waiting with her head straight.
“Look, you never listen to me since you go to the masjid often time, since you hang up with those masjid people! Oh where my lovely Daisy is, I don’t know you!”
“Mama, please give me a break! Don’t start that again! Listen, I am Daisy your very own blood, little tiny Daisy that you hold on your arm 16 years ago, Daisy that raised up cheerful and beautiful with your loves, Daisy that never disappointing you in whatever her does,  Daisy that funny and inspiring, Daisy that will never stop loves you. I am the same Daisy no different, accept for this piece of materials on my head and I tell you mama, this gonna be me now and forever. This hijab is half of myself from now on, so please mama, please give me a chance to show you that this hijab won’t changes anything accept for good, would you?”
“I am speechless Daisy, you are my only daughter, I just don’t want you to be in trouble, to deal with people’s stare and those extreme things they spilled onto you! I want the best for you.”
“Mama, all I need is your support and everything is gonna be all right. Believe me, I will be ok with those reactions, I just need you to be on my side, please. I know you love me more than anything and I love you too mama, I really do. Now, pull off already, I can’t wait to see nanny on her fancy wheelchair, blow out her 70th birthday’s candles and mama I can imagine she’s digging on her pile of gifts, searching for my gift and cried “Oh, look at what Daisy brought me, a sand!” and I will be like, “Nanny, that is not a normal sand, that is the sand of our hometown, I brought for you as I know how much you love and yearn to it, so it will reminds you on your younger, your first love and give you more energy, it’s so nostalgic, no matter where we are, there’s nothing like home!”. Then my face was covered with her kisses! Oh she’s so lovely mama!”
“You are really still my Daisy, forever and ever. Ok, get ready princess, this old lady gonna bring you to the real party!”
And she smiles and laughs as usual, she knows that everything is going to be fine as long as she being herself. Never change the way she communicates and treats people around her, yes be normal. Just be herself and even the new brand Daisy with religion installment inside and out. She knows that da’wah to her own family won’t be easy, but she won’t surrender because she loves them as much as she loves herself. She’ll give her best efforts on this, she wants them to see how beautiful life could be when we live it with obeying Allah. She wants at least that feeling flashes in their heart and make them think and at very same time, she aware that only Allah could opens their hearts to go back to the right path. Deep in her little heart, she’s whispering a du’a:
“Oh Allah guides us all, protects us and our family from the burning hell-fire. Oh Allah, give me a strength to face all your test, You are the the Most Gracious and Merciful.”

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