Monday, July 25, 2011

Ya Allah, I'm hurt!

Ya Allah…..!
It hurts when I have to let go the things I really love.. 
It hurts when I have to lose something that I really want.. 
It hurts, Allah… it hurts.. 
But believe me, Ya Allah..
I will feel hurt most when I know that I have hurt You.. 
It hurt most, Allah.. believe me.. believe me…. 
I realize that I can never live without Your mercy.. 
I realize that I can never smile without the conscious that You are pleased with me.. 
I realize that I can never lead my life if You are unhappy with me.. 
I am sorry.. I am really really sorry.. 
For I have neglected You for long time.. 
For I have loved others more than I should love You..
For I have prioritized others more than I should.. Even then… 
You still give me food to eat.. 
when I am not supposed to eat what I shouldn’t eat You still give me eyes to see.. 
when I am not supposed to see what I shouldn’t see! You still give me ears to hear.. 
when I am not supposed to hear what I shouldn’t hear! You still give me skin to touch.. 
when I am not supposed to touch what I shouldn’t touch! You still give the air I’m breathing now.. 
when I have done tonnes of mistakes.. How can someone not fall for You?? 
You are very kind Ya Allah..
You are great Ya Allah..
but I forget.. I’m so occupied with this world..
I’m so busy with my life..
I’m so so so busy about myself.. 
I can never forgive myself if this were to happen again.. 
how can I do that to You Allah… 
I’m such an arrogant slave.. 
I’m not thankful to You… 
I feel embarrassed Ya Allah. I’m embarrassed…
Ya Allah! but please Ya Allah… soon one day I will be meeting You Ya Allah! 
Forgive me on that day Ya Allah Have Mercy on that day Ya Allah
Shower your BLESSINGS on that day Ya Allah that is my only wish…Ya Allah!

P/s:Share from precious muslimah


  1. Do feel bless by the reminders That Allah swt has given which is to test which one proudly displays the right attitude in dealing with the situations or turn away from him in despair.It is a sign that Lord loves us & never forever leaves us alone. He wants to hear sincerely the cries of His servants asking for guidance.Wallahua'alam.

  2. thank you brother..thats absolutely true mashaallah

  3. blogwalking here to treat a deep wound in my Allah, please 4give us..


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